Thursday, August 18, 2011

Sometimes I want to do something else?

I love what I do, I am the owner and operator of a hair salon (4th year in business) I have been doing hair for 17 year, have a great husband and child, I love people but I can get very antisocial privately, and to be honest if I never had to leave the house I would be a happy girl, sometimes I feel that in addition to making women look beautiful, I am also a bit of a therapist, and I do not mind but sometimes people scare me, I get nervous going in to work, I never answer the phones (my clients know I will call them back when I am not busy, the majority book me through e-mail) I know this is sacrilegious to most business owners, but most of my clients are e-mail people so I am a dream to them, I am planning my second business an indy clothing line with silk screened and recycled t-shirts, and I love the thought of selling on line, on line conversations are great, no face to face all about the clothes or selling to stores, and the best thing that appeals to me is that I could work from home, and ship it all out! I know it would not be any were near as much money doing hair, and I would have to keep a small space because I do love it, my anxiety of leaving the house and facing people is increasing as I get older, and yes I see a therapist, and take light meds, I don`t know if it is a change I need or if if my anxiety is getter stronger, and I really don`t know why I hate going out unless I have to and why I hate answering phones and why dislike socializing

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